Chapter 12: The Start of Something New

I always do this.

I make a commitment to write down my thoughts and I never manage to! I feel like such a failure, haha. Lets be honest, I do these for the most part to look back on and remind myself of the trials and other crazy things that I have been through.

Where did I leave off again?

Oh, yes. Another failed relationship. Why do I feel like that was so long ago? Oh wait, it was!! Since then, I made a pact to myself to stay away from dating. I wear a single's ring [Google it haha] and really avoid men in general. If you know me, you'd think this would be impossible... I used to chase after love like it was my job and try to make myself a lovable person. I realized that love will wait for me... I'm sure someday I'll meet my prince charming who will sweep me off my feet and surprise the hell out of me. Until then, I will not be so aggressive and upfront.. I will let love find me. :]

That being said... it doesn't mean I'm not crushing. But we'll leave it at that, haha. :]

What is more important than all of that relationship banter!? I MOVED TO CALIFORNIA. :] I literally just picked up my life and moved. My life being my new rhinstoned Taylor acoustic, my 3 suitcases packed with clothes, and my TV. Huge move. HUGE move. It's my first time living on my own and it's been quite exciting. :] I have a lot of friends in this area and I am so happy to be here. There was a bump in the road with my previous living arrangements because of irreconcilable differences so I ended up moving down to San Diego with one of my best friends Victoria. Couldn't have made a better decision! My mom was here to help me unpack and also didn't like where I was living so I'm glad I decided to move elsewhere. Only about 2 hours from LA, and let's face it that isn't that far! And I have a few friends there who I can stay with for auditions and such, yay! I've been contacting all of the producers and etc who were interested in me and trying to get stuff going. Sending out like a billion headshots to different agencies haha it's insane.

In a nutshell... boys = icky unless they're my prince charming, growing up, taking chances, moved across the country away from the Disney bubble, living my dreams :]

<3
Sarah